Never Yours

Why should you listen to what I have to say?
You always stare right past me, looking far away.

Do ever listen, do you ever hear?
How my heart beats louder whenever you are near.

Sometimes I stop and wonder what is on your mind
Should I even bother, or are you a waste of time?

I caught your eye the other day, then quickly looked away;
You'll never know or find out but that made my day

Some other days are different, my heart cracks in two,
It hurts me to know that I cannot have you

I know I'm not that pretty, but I'm glad my friends don't care
It's nice to know that someone will always be there

Why can't I ever talk to you? My tongue gets tied in knots,
I think I'm really glad, that you can't read my thoughts.

I think I've always wondered what I would find
If I followed what was in my heart, not just on my mind

My heart I think, no longer whole, half belongs to you
I need to find something, anything else to do

Sometimes I stop and wonder, why you're on my mind,
I know I'm not your type, I know I'm not your kind