Why do i put myself in this battle that Ive fought sometimes i just wish i had another shot
this life I\'m living is it really what i want? or am i settling for someone I\'m not?
why do i hide in these smiles
or laugh when somethings really not funny?
why do i make myself believe all these lies that the world has taught me?
i try and make myself look tough
i try to make myself look ok
i try not to cry and i try not to frown but all i see now is myself going down.
