Some How

Dedicated to someone special…I will never get back

I know you've found another
But I can’t help that think
Maybe if there’s a chance for me
Because everyday my heart sinks

I never did try and let you know
Now I regret my ever lasting decision
I promised myself never to let you know
With every thought of you I make a deep incision

You making me turn back to my old ways
I can’t have you and I don’t think I want you
But some how I can’t seem to let go
But I cut more hoping to get rid of these feelings, true

Every time I blink all I see is you
You and her always together
Yet its different were I’m concerned
It’s me and you always never

I want to let go but some how I can’t
You’re not that easy to forget
I can always remember and regret
Not telling you when we first met

© Courtney L Steward