Grandpa

I lost you 4 years ago, you went away for good. I miss you day and night and want you by my side. You were my favorite grandpa, never thought you'd leave thought you were just sick and you'd be back for me.

I was wanting your love and hope forever and ever never thought you would die, to go to heaven and wouldn't say goodbye. Yeah i knew there would be a day you would have to leave me, but i thought i could be there holding your hand laying down by you when you said goodbye.

I want you back right this minute i want you grandpa please oh please i need my grandpa I'm on my knees my breathing is slow and my heart beats are stopping i need you to help me out I'm dieing without doubt.

But now i know i cant have you back, for your my grandpa and your waiting for grandma, she misses you very much almost more than me, but i can take it, i can wait, i will tell my kids about you and how you would have loved to meet them, but grandpa wait for me.