To see the impossible

My future is bleak, I see no smiles
My chance of happiness is weak
I see a future of being all alone
My sadness has always shown

I want to see a happy side
But I can’t even though I’ve tried
I want my future to look bright
I want it to reflect my dreams in the night

Is there any chance for me to be happy
Or will I always feel so crappy
So confused about where I’m heading
Is there something I’m dreading

I want to change my state of mind
There is apart of me I need to find
This will change how I feel
All my pain I will conceal

Until then I’ll hope for the best
To see the impossible would be good
And it will lay my heart to rest
Knowing my future will be lived as it should!

© Courtney L Steward