All Alone

I'm here all alone,
Gosh make it stop with this single monotonous tone,
I cant stand it anymore it's driving mad,
I feel like love was the only thing I had,
No importance other than to make others happy,
Now I bust into tears if I hear anything in the least bit sappy,
I just want to know I have an importance somewhat to this world so cruel,
But I dont and I feel the spearing from lifes pain-like "duel",
My heart is gone now and my life is everywhere,
But now I try to be different and surprisingly no one has gossiped or bothered to stare,
I may look stupid a lot but im pretty smart for my age,
Dont think I'm just some lonely gullible monkey at a zoo in a cage,
I understand no one means a single thing they've ever said to me,
Yes, it has taken me a while for me to see,
I've always looked at the best of people and never at the worst,
And look what it has done to me first