Im sorry

I'm sorry for the things I do,
even if they're right.
I'm sorry for the things I said,
that turned you out of sight.

I'm sorry that you showed up,
missing on the news.
With a crap load of scary things,
like that huge ass bruise.

Why did you have to go like that,
and just not show up?
Did you think we didn't care?
or
Did you just want to give us a scare?

You scared us so badly,
so badly out of sight.

That now we show up,
only in the dreams
of people who remember us.

Its been 10 years,
and my mother still cries
for she only had one daughter,
who lost her life.