You Said You Cared

So here we are.
Sitting across from each other.
With tears falling down my cheek.
And I donâ??t understand..
You donâ??t see the tears,
But you donâ??t really see me.
You said you cared,
But you lied.
You said you wanted to help,
But you just caused more pain,
More pain to appear on my wrists.
I hope youâ??re happy,
Because everything that you didnâ??t say,
Only causes me to sink deeper into this depression.
The way you gave no indication
Of knowing how much you hurt me,
Brought tears to my eyes.
I tried so hard not to fall apart in front of you.
Thatâ??s the last thing I wanted.
But then I remembered,
That you hardly notice me.
I remembered,
That you never cared at all.