A Shot To The Heart.

I want you in my heart like cancer in my lungs,
A permanent solution to this life I'm leading.
Why don't you give me a call, sweetheart?
Come on baby, by now you and I could be speeding.

Seems like since we've been over and done for,
I've been grabbing my heart a lot more.
The sharp pains seem more frequent and hurtful,
Is it because I love you so? I don't know, I don't know.

Melt to a liquid, so I can draw you into a needle,
I want to inject you straight to my heart, baby.
Just give me the biggest dosage of you I can't handle,
I want to die because you're so immense and lovely.

My mind weighs heavy with these memories of you,
I'm not planning on erasing this either, like you do.
Remember me; love me, and tell me, too.
I don't know if what I did was right - agree with me.

I'm sick now, and I'm weak on my feet,
My motivation is dim and I'm sinking slowly.
Sunshine, I need you now like I never said I did before,
Oh, how I wish you were still here with me.

Grasp this concept: I still f#cking love you,
And I'll grasp this one: you don't love me too.

Damn.

Sarah Gammon ©
12/21/05

Sorry if this is confusing.
Thanks for reading -xxx-.