I want to crawl in a hole,
cover my face and cry,
stab a dagger in my soul,
I want to painfully die.
I want to apologize,
to everyone I caused pain.
For every betrayal, and all the lies.
For that will leave an eternal stain.
I want to run.
I want to stay.
It's no longer fun.
And now I must pay.
I want to put the razor down,
and I want this blood to stop flowing.
I want to have a REAL smile...
But, most of all...
I want to keep all this pain from showing.
