Nothing

My world is turning black
right before my eyes
I see nothing anymore
except the plain open skies

my friends have all left me
they said I was a pain
now I feel nothing
except the falling rain

seeing all these people
is torture to my mind
they all laugh and smile
while my joy is locked inside

I used to feel so happy
I used to have a life
now I just feel nothing
as I cut myself with knives

I'm just like a minefeild
going off with one wrong touch
I have too many problems
it's getting to be too much

I look at the happy people
and wonder why I can't be that way
I force myself to be alone
it's probably better if I stay away