I don't feel like loving you, today

I don't feel like loving you, today-
I don't want to hear your haunting voice,
Nor do I wish to see your face,
Let alone recieve your embrace.

I'm going to turn off the phone's ringer,
And smoke weed without guilt.
Take this ring off my finger,
And from my mind block you out.

Today, I don't feel like loving you,
My heart's still sore from last night's fight.
Today, I know what I want to do,
Simply wish you out of my life.

I'll pretend all day that I don't care,
And I"ll curse you're name my every chance.
Revengfully, I'll smoke a whole pack,
I'll hide away your picture and the frame.

Baby, today I don't feel like loving you,
Today, I'm forgetting your very name.
And only of for an hour or two,
I'll convince myself that I hate you.

You worry and stress me, emotionally harrass me,
And my giving is never enough.
Tomorrow we'll work through this,
But, I don't feel like loving you, today.

12-13-05