Cant Pretend To Hate You

I cant pretend to Hate you,
For that I wont even try.
But, god, the way you Hurt me,
How you only make my Cry..

I tried to convince my Heart
To rethink its choice of owner.
But it Refused to listen,
Now i know that Im a Goner..

I've given you Chances of redemtion,
But no Effort you ever showed.
Cruelly you let me see
Our shade of Love was as cold..

So now my Desperation tickles
On my Wrists it itches.
This mess is All your fault,
This, and all my painful wishes..

I want you to know I Cared,
But you only caused me to Use the knife.
I only wanted to Love you,
And that cost me my Life.

(((DEDICATED TO *LTS*//THE ONE I LOVE TO HATE)))