Jaded Shadow

Yesterday you looked at me,
Today you stared,
Tomorrow you smiled at me,
There for i would see you shinning teeth, and wicked ways.

A week later you spoke to me,
And you became my only friend.

We told each other everything,
We thought nothing could tear us apart.
until the day my mother received the call, that you had, had a fall.

a fall in life no one understood,
not even me.

you had killed yourself they said,
i stayed in bed for a week,
i let my wrists leak.

My smiles turned into rusty nails,
My favorite color was no longer pink.

i became a jaded shadow.

this is only a poem, nothing has happened in my life like this.
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