This is a poem about my friend who decided to commit suicide

This is a poem about my friend who decided to commit suicide
All he left was a note no goodbye
He thought cause he lost his girl his life world not go on
But that was a mistake he was so wrong

Now I have no one to express my fears
I cant believe he'd leave me when we been best friends for 12 years
Its amazing what love can do
He was the nicest guy and she ripped his heart in 2

I remember when we was lil and used to swim in ya mums pool
Go hit the streets blasted and act like such a fool
I remember you used to baby sit me when i was 3 or 4
I used to cry when you left me now that your never coming back ive cried so much more

Now your in heaven our friendship has been put on hold
Our friendship to me was worth more then $1 million of gold
When I was with you I used to feel like I was on top of the world
You used to laugh so much at me when id had to much to drink and hurled

Ill never forget the rap battles we used to have and how you would always let me win
I used to always rap bout my juice and gin
I remember the phone call from ya mum saying you cut your wrists and dieing
It felt like the earth had swallowed me and I just started crying

I said to her stop talking to me and call a ambulance and she said no theirs something he has to say
I love you kyle bro with all my heart my life has to end this way
I prayed to god dnt take him away from me i need him alive
Without his friendship and love I cant survive

plez vote for this cuz it means alot to me and if you have ever lost someone really close you would know how hard it waz to write