Therez no way!!!

Therez no way on earth that you could understand, how I feel. And if there is please do me this favor and tell me, how to deal.
How do I make it through this cold and empty lyfe? How do I fight the urge not to pick up the calling knyfe?
How do I get rid of the tears on my cheeks? How will I make it through these painful weeks?
Therez no way for you to see all the pain, I go through. And therez no way for you to get all the reasons I hate you.
How do I show you the pain that’s inside? The emptiness, sorrow, the hurt that I hide.
The razor is screaming and calling my name, but I just can’t touch it and put my word to shame.
Just one cut or two, maybe three, maybe four. I won’t loose that much blood, I’ll still have plenty more.
How do I forget the way the pain made me feel? How do I deny that, that was my only way to deal?