I thought about you yesterday
tears ran down my face
As I remembered all the memories
That can never be erased
Though it was two years ago
Every now & then
Something makes me think of you
& of what might have been
The laughter & tears
Memories that warm my heart
When I look back
But every time I remember
My heart begins to ache
Those special times weren\'t real for you
Your smile was just a fake
You thought that no one loved you
Your heart was breaking inside
Your soul was crying tears
That you tried so desperately to hide
I cried for your hurt inside
& cried that you died alone
I cried because I blamed myself
I cried because I should have known
It\'s been a couple years
I try to put the past behind me
But something makes me think of you
& I still remember like it was yesterday
