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by Rachel Dec 24, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about death
Its just a blur now as i sit here in the cold thinking about my past loves and how none of them were gold they cheated, they lied they stole and they bought they hit me, they screamed, they yelled, and they fought As i think back to the days where life was dark and gray My head begins to wonder where are those men today? Are they dying? Are they sick? Do they need some help from God? Are they happy? Are they mad? Has one committed fraud? I don't know and actually i don't care but sometimes i wonder if maybe they were there... I would be a wife living life in peace I would have some kids I wouldn't be living in the streets But my wonders turn to dreams and dreams turn into sleep So as i rest my head down I pray the lord my soul to keep I like to wonder sometimes About things like love And if I'll ever find it or its just for up above I wont know till the end but i think its drawing near So i shed all my colors and shed my last tears A tear for the pain and hurt love put me through A tear for all my past loves and what they used to do A tear for the people who live a lot like me A tear for the people Who cannot open up and see I like to wonder sometimes about how life would be But this is my last wonder now for God is taking me.... Please Comment