Her last letter...goodbye

She's sitting in class
tears are forming in her eyes
she presses the pen to the paper
and writes her last goodbye

the clock is ticking away
she's almost done
she knew it would end
before it even began

the bell rang, time for lunch
she gave out the letters
the slowly slipped away
hoping without her everything would be better

~" I'm tired of hurting my friends
causing them all this pain
this is how it's going to end
this is my chosen fate

I'm tired of them worrying
when they see new marks on my arm
yes, new ones all over
hundreds of scars

I'm tired of being used
unwanted and unloved
i know no one really cares
no one will notice me when I'm gone

Ive had enough broken hearts
i cant deal with the pain
I'm to weak to try
i cant live this way"

and yet her friends don't see it
they cant see past the smile
or her fake happiness
they will never guess what lies inside

she's crying now, as the letter came to an end
she was done writing her reasons why
this is this girls last letter
and so i say goodbye