Did you ever?

Dear Daddy,
did you ever love me?
did you ever care for me?
did you ever love our family?

That day you went away,
I felt so broken,
I felt so alone.

You said you still loved me,
but your actions said otherwise,
you still lied,
you still cheated,
you never made an effort.

Everytime you broke my trust,
I thought maybe next time would be different,
but everytime was the same.

You decieved me,
you lied to me,
you used me.

Did you ever love me?
did you ever care for me?
did you ever love our family?

But truly, did you ever love me?