I'm standing here,
I'm crying here,
I wish you'd see me,
I wish you'd understand me,
I sit and stare,
And watch the world go by,
I watch the children play in their yards,
I wish that was me,
I wish you wren't here,
I wish you were gone,
I hope and I pray,
I would be known to you,
I know you won't listen,
I know it won't change,
I don't know how to cope,
I can't smile anymore,
I feel so disgusted,
I feel so used,
I know all I want is you,
I want to feel you,
I want you to love me,
I want you to want me,
But......
You know what I want,
You know what I feel,
You know it'll eat me alive,
And still you don't care,
You think it's all funny,
You think it's a joke,
You'll realize it was for real,
You'll realize when I'm gone,
And......I'll watch you walk away,
I'll realize that you're gone,
I'll start to feel much better,
I'll get my life turned around,
I'll look and remember,
I'll remember you,
And smiling I'll realize,
We just weren't meant to be.
