MY DEATH DIARY

by bethan   Dec 24, 2005


Dear diary (the sad way to die)

20dec 2005-12-24

Dear diary

Yes I finally have a boyfriend , we have kissed , held hands and Evan hugged . his name is Mathew and he is perfact . everyday he tells me he loves me and how beautiful I am. I think I have fall for him .

21st December

Dear diary

Went to a house party today, and I slept with him only because he kept asking me and kept telling me how much he loves me. aww bless aint he sweet , all night he had his hands on my ass , he must like me

22nd dec

Dear diary

Saw him in school today I said hi to him but he walked straight passed me , he must not of heard me , havenâ??t talked to him today because he is always busy

23rd December

Dear diary

Every time I say hi to him we walk off and donâ??t Evan look at me . I tried to give him a hug but he pushed me off and said he is busy then walked off , he must have had a bad day

24th dec

Dear diary

i saw him kiss a girl today in school . when I asked him why he did it he looked at me and laughed then said he donâ??t love me, he looked me up and down like I was an animal I really have falling for him , why did he do it why say all that stuff

25th December

Dear diary

i remember he didnâ??t wear a condom.. he never talks to me no more and never looks at meâ?¦ I cant bare the though no more.. Im going to kill my self.. im going to make my dreams come true.. I cant live knowing I maybe pregnant with a guy who just wanted sex with me.. good bye diary â?¦. I have had 14 years of life and thatâ??s enough for me.. time for me to goâ?¦..

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  • 16 years ago

    by A thousand broken hearts carried by a thousand broken wings

    Hey Ive been there exactly where you are at b4 I knw its not fun and at tht point you dnt want to live...but trust life does get better you just have to be patient and everything. Dont give up...tht guy was an ass for the way he treated you.....you deserve so much more...Im srry this happened to you I really am Ive been there so I knw how you are feeling but instead of killing myself I lived and found out that there are a bunch of respectful guys out there tht will treat you right you just gotta find the right one.

  • 17 years ago

    by Bubbles

    Girl remember this one thing... you slept with this guy even though you really didn't want to , there's one thing he took from you. You waited for him all day, and followed him, waiting for him to talk to you, so there's two more things he's taken from you. He took your pride, your innocence, your time, your love, and your happiness. Don't let him take your life too. I've been here, trust me i have. A lot of guys are like this, scum of the earth, dogs... but there are some out there that will treat you like a princess, and give you the world on a silver platter if you ask for it. Just wait this out. It does get better, eventually.

  • 18 years ago

    by aimee

    Guyz are ass's

  • 18 years ago

    by Babyesha Naveed

    Life goes on.cheer up.u'll stil hav more lovely guys you deserve much more than him.and is worth of your love.best lucks.God blesses

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