Nothing to say...

I moved out of your life, but not far enough.
The next couple years were rough.
You still pretend that I'm your baby but times have changed.
One day you'll wake up and find it very strange.
Your son has moved on.
You'll look around and realize that I'm gone.
I'm not a kid anymore.
And with that I'll show myself to the door.
Out the door I'll walk.
And I'll find a distant place to stop.
I loved you once before.
But I can't bring myself to do it anymore.
You haunt my dreams.
You live in my silent screams.
You call my name, but I won't respond.
That's because, mommy your son is gone.
Listen for my voice, and you'll hear silence.
Think of the good times, and remember voilence.
Wait for me to stop by.
I can't help the tears that are in your eyes.
And now we wait for you to slowly die.
It kills me to see you like this.
It's times like this that I won't miss.
You tried to be my mom.
But your alcohol hit your kids like a bomb.
Killed all three of us.
But that wasn't enough.
You had to have more.
Now my baby pictures are on the floor.
Keep staring at something you had.
Pretend that it isn't all that bad.
It's not fair to your kids.
It's not fair to see you like this.
You pull me closer, I push you away.
And for that I have nothing else to say...