Crying (pt. 1 of 2)

At 5 i was forced to leave the man I loved,
At 8 i was molested by a man I barely knew,
At 11 I came close to losing my life yet that same night God took the life of a man that truely mattered to me
At 13 i lost my virginity to a guy i had lost all feeling for
In my room at night crying silently
seeing images of the men that have done wrong towards me
crying but finding no one to lean on
crying and hiding
the deep dark secrets a babygirl holds inside
fearing to let another man touch her
WHY
Cause she has been crying out loud
but the men who've done wrong
never questioned her tears of fear