I Dont Know

by Rilee Mai   Dec 29, 2003


I don't know when I stopped caring;
I don't know when things started to change.
I don't know when I walked away;
I guess I don't know much these days.
Somewhere down that road
that we were traveling so happily,
the rocks started forming...
but I was just too blind to see.
I don't know when you betrayed me;
I don't know how you did it or why.
I don't know why you pushed me away;
I don't know why you thought you had to lie.
But eventually it all got too much;
I had forgotten how to smile.
My energy was draining quick;
I hadn't been happy for a while.
I couldn't stand the way I felt,
The way you made me feel...
I couldn't believe you were doing this to me!
It just didn't seem real.
You were my best friend;
We'd been like sisters for so long.
I dont know what happened between us;
I just don't know what went wrong.
I trusted you with everything;
I needed your shoulder when I cried.
But, I guess the friend that I once knew,
Disappeared somehow...just died.
You've changed so much in so many ways,
It's so hard to deal with the new you,
But I don't want to give up just yet,
I just have no idea what I'm meant to do!
I don't know when I stopped caring,
I don't know when I started to hate...
You made me feel the way I do;
You forced me into it...it's too late.
We can never be that close again;
You can't cry on my shoulder anymore,
Because just like you, I'm giving up,
And I'm turning and walking out that door...

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