Dark Wheel

I'm spinning on a dark wheel

In the shadow of my fear

Nothing here can be real

Not what I see not what I feel

Round and round the wheel goes

When it stops I do not know

Everything seems to be falling apart

Tearing away at my poor heart

In front of me theres a great illusion

With it comes great confusion

Where is my life going?

I go there blindly with out knowing

Everything seems to be ending in pain

Hurts so bad I'm going insane!

I sit here ripping my hair out

Wondering what life's all about!

My head pounds in undesirable pain

How can I live a life so plain?

Spinning here in the shadow of my mind

To the real world I can't bind

Wandering Aimlessly I seem to be

Who am I? what is me?!?

Perhaps that knowledge isn't meant to be

Until I come back to reality.