That Something (Angel of Death)

Wishing you were somehow here again
Wishing that you were near
Wondering why this happened again
What once I thought up and that was a dream
Is my biggest fear
Wondering through the coldness of the night
I know something is happening to me
My guiding star is my own inner light
I feel like I'm here but not here
I feel present but I'm still in the past
Father once spoke of something
Something I didn't believe
An Angel of Death is that something
But now feelings of regret
And sadness now fill inside me
Passing bells and sculpted angels
The Graveyard of the Damned
Passing memories that are cold but monumental
I just keep looking above at all the stars
Knowing that these are my last thoughts
My heart breaks for what I come upon
I wanna run but this is my fate
The reason, that I hoped to be wrong
The grave I now see
Belongs to someone that didn't believe in that Something
That someone that is Me