CANT SAY GOODBYE

Please do you not understand that you not here with me is killing me
i wake up every morning with tears in my eyes and you're the reason why
my heart no longer beats because it is so worn and torn
everywhere i go I'm constantly reminded of us of you
so i try to avoid everywhere cuz the memories bring me pain
always how we are doing and tears i start to cry
i cant answer that cuz I'm not doin okay but you are so how do i sum that up
i dont want to wave goodbye just yet
i still hope that someday will come when you start to feel an ounce of what i feel
dont you get it you dont just throw away four years
no it just doesn't happen like that
dont turn and walk right out of my life
you cant i wont let it happen i will do everything in my power
you have brought me so far down that i dont see that light anymore
on the outside it seems i do
but on the inside I'm gone
you're gone
I'm tired of smiling when i dont want to
i feel like shit everyday and it is draining me to be so fake for you for everyone
i just want to be sad i just want to cry but i cant say goodbye