All feeling is lost

Deep cuts
Liquid blood
This is the story
This is my love

Stinging sensations
Scars uncount
Pushing away
Fearful and doubt

Things will unfold
Get better with time
I scream not yet shout
I've waited and waited
for this to come out

Listen and hear
The cry of the rain
Pounding and pounding
Blood dress stained

Smiles of fear
Laughter of pain
Ending of life
Life lived game

Placing the knife
Making sure not to miss
One strike two strike three strike
Shit

Ending it all
All for one
One more try
Before I get the gun

Struggles and pain
Well covered up
Not seen
Tears stream down
What a tragic scene

Hit my while im down