A feeling

A feeling i cant describe
or never will feel again
there was no beginning
now but there is an end

a life that i once had
but now gone forever
flew away like the wind
or a lost lonely feather

a thought that escaped
and never will return
my heart and soul is gone
it all happened to burn

a disappearing love
that went away like sand
all because of a conversation
that she just once had

a breaking heart
that wont be put together
theres nothing that will help
because there is no forever

a confused mind
that doesnt know anything
what to think or to do
about this old dumb fling

a suprising little call
that she gets once in awhile
she asks herself though
why is her number always dialed?

a lying person
who she cares about
but he treats he like dirt
without a doubt

a tired and weak body
that cant take this anymore
because shes been shot down
down into the deep floor

an ending life
that was never there
to him at least
it wasnt fair