I gave up my dreams for him before i went to colledge.he wanted to stay home..i wanted to do something with my life. he looked at me straight in the eyes and said..you should have your dreams.and im not going to stop you on doing anything. i told him its fine..ill find something else to do.he said..baby..i know this home stuff isn\'t for you.i looked at him in the eyes again..i said,i couldn\'t ever see my self without my lover..and my best friend.
I started packing..and we said are goodbyes..we last for about a year..then we started moving on with are own lifes.it was hard for me to forget about are memories..i would cry sometimes..but then i would look about what was ahead of me. maybe this is were I\'m supposed to be..its okay i said to myself..one day you\'ll even have a family. that day came when my colledge sweet heart got down on his knees..after a year..i was pregnant with my baby.This love was better then i thought. i had the ring on my finger...and the baby was here. i looked at my self once in the mirror...it hurt to see..that the dream i wanted..didn\'t come out so happily.
I still missed my first love..the one who made all of this happen. if it weren\'t for him..i would never of found this. i traveled back to see him again..this time i caught him with his new \"best friend\" i walked up to him with a smile on my face..he instantly hugged me..i felt like i was going to cry. he looked at me and said you haven\'t changed a bit. i looked at him..and said..i had to see you again. he smiled at me..then all of are love,i could see. i am so happy with him..and yet that is how he is with me. this love..is are secret..this love..is..mysterious.
