The Life Of Me

Darkness fell my door was shut i took the hidden knife from under the bed. Spots of red stained the knife.

Tissues all over the floor from the night before. The day was the same like every other day.

The bloody clothes wouldn't come clean the carpet stained with a puddle of blood. It all just seemed of a dream.

But i keep asking myself why is this happening to me?

I had dreams and visions that all seemed so real.

What would my mom think if she saw any of this? I've disappointed her but most of all i disappointed myself.