No Name

I just don't get it
what's the point
I just hate living
I can't take it anymore

cutting in the silence
dancing in the rain
silently screaming
trying to get rid of pain

trying to run
yet I can't move
I have to do something
but there's nothing I can do

dead but alive
I'm already going to hell
why bother living
when I even hate myself

*if you have a title for this or any suggestions please let me know*