Shock

I lost him
haven't seen him in a while
how was I to know
that he would turn suicidal

I loved him
so long ago
I still love him
I guess he didn't know

he wrote me a letter
saying he loved me
and not to follow him
because we'll meet in my dreams

I loved him so much
with all of my heart
I can't believe he's gone
we're finally apart

his birthday is today
so happy birthday to you
I loved you so much
and I hope you loved me too