Hope

I pray and pray
every night,
for the strength
to put up a fight,

hes my grandpa
should share trust,
shouldn't have to fear
his every touch,

dear lord
help me,
I'm going insane
hes crazy,

why'd you create me
if only to suffer,
id prefer not to be
then stuck to cower,

so dear lord
i end this life,
because of you
i use this knife.

this is how my life used to be every day i remember crying all night just hopeing someone would save me.