Mom, your mine, im gone

You killed me when i was young
You killed me in your dreams
You succeded in every way
I died in any way
you died too
I killed u
I tore you out of my heart
I got away from you
But howcome i cant forget you?
You want me dead?
Well i\'ll grant your wish
I\'ll begin with this,

Here i go, i\'ll be gone for good
I come closer and closer
Everytime
Fine.
I now close my eyes
and say goodbye
I will fly, fly away from here
I got all the asprin in the house
I took them down
I feel faint now
Im going away
I have sinned
But sins are forgiven
God is here, with me
please let me go
now just one tear
The pain is slipping
My mind is blocking
My eyes have blackened
and my heart is still
Im gone, and here is my will.
Everything goes to her, the one who killed me
Celeste
A woman who brought me down
Bashed me around
Killed my spirit
And left me like this
To kill myself just like this

Let me explain this poem. when i was younger i was abused by my mother, celeste. She has left me suicidal. I am the girl in this poem. I tried asprin, but i still survived. Im glad im not gone.So please leave a message and vote. Thanks so much. It means a lot to me.