Letting go

I don't want to let go of you
But you're giving me no choice
You were the only one I'd listen to
But I no longer hear your voice

You were my only reason to hold on
So why have you left me alone?
You knew how hopeless I was
And you knew I couldn't make it on my own

My so-called confidence
Has become nothing but a myth
All because you left me to die
So I'll take my final hit

Because of you I stopped my cutting
And now because of you I'll start
This could have so easily been avoided
If you hadn't broken my heart

I've had nothing but pain since you left
But you don't even care
You left me battered, bruised, and broken
Were you ever really there?

How could you do all this to me?
Build me up just to bring me down
You left me in the endless ocean of life with a weight
And I have nothing left but to drown

I had it coming all along
But it's not like you did anything to help me
When I was on the edge, you didn't take my hand
You just smiled and watched me as I fell

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