Blinding Moonlight

I used to stare
In wonder out my window
Sat in the glare
Of the moon outside

Thoughts would wander
But always find you
And how much i loved
That thing that you do

The pure expanse
Smiling down on me
White reflecting in my eyes
Being the best i can be

But now i look
And its rays are too bright
My mind filled with
Its blinding light

Its content smile
Now mocking laughter
Cackling down while
I cover my head in hiding

How is it so peaceful
When i am so sad

Now when i sit there and stare
My mind focuses on my own dispair