It was the worst mistake.
But yet the best decision of my life.
I hate every last second of it.
But, i regret only the consequences of your lips across mine.
I wish it had never happened.
But in the strangest way, im glad it did.
You made me do it.
But I never really stopped you.
I wished it would end.
But secretly, my mind was alive with the thought of it.
I told you it was wrong.
But beneath it all, i hoped you wouldn't care.
Now, i regret it more than you could know.
But I remember the thrill.
I hope you never find out about my night away.
But a part wishes you know the pain I felt.
My conscience is sick to know I did this.
But my subconscence takes pleasure in the memory.
I wish you'd hold me and make me forget.
But i know you'd guess when my body became ridged.
Every last thought of you makes me want to take it back.
But I can't help but remember how I've got my revenge.
I regret the actions, the thoughts and the results.
But now I know, you can hurt me no more.
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