I CANT STOP FALLING FOR YOU

As i watch the time pass
staring at my phone
sitting in my bedroom
feeling so dreadful and alone

i would do anything right now
just 2 hear your voice
i cant believe i fell for you
even tho i no it was my choice

i remember your words
I LOVE YOU
i new it was just a lie
but wanted so bad for them 2 be true

i no i was drunk
and a little stoned
but i remember it all
hearing our voices when we mourned

i draw love hearts
and inside write your name
even tho I'm feeling so used
as if i was just another 1 of your games

Ive never wanted sum1
this f u k i n bad
thinking you don't wont me
its driving me mad

so please just give a call
tell me you miss me
tell me you want me
and 4ever i don't have 2 be single and free

I'm trapped in this house
when its you i need
i feel in love and you not loving me makes me cut and bleed

i would do anything
for us 2 stay 2gether
i no i mad a mistake
but i do want us 2 be 4ever

this poem is about a guy i meant and i cant stop thinking of him wishing he would call we had a fight and now i feel like im crazy about him i wish i could control how i felt about him.......yea n i had sex with him because i liked him so much and now i no he was just using me.....