Crumbling to pieces

Take out all you're frustration,
We can see that you're in pain,
Not sure i want to be with you anymore,
Dont want to go through this again.

Cant handle what theyre saying,
It makes me wonder,
If i can do better?
I know that you can.

Friends fading away,
Wrists standing out,
Blade levitating towards them,
The razor has come about.

Buried deep in heartbreak,
Of what i caused myself,
It didnt have to be like this.
I did this on my own.

He loved me,
For a while i loved him back,
Until it sunk in,
And then the relationship began to crack.

Crumbling to pieces,
Right in front of you,
Ashamed of myself,
Upset of what i put you through.

I never led you on,
I thought i cared,
I still care,
Just as friends?

I know its not very good...