My boy

by χ/χ υиωαÐ&c   Jan 4, 2006


Me and you together
felt like the best thing in the world
i loved you
you loved me
then loads of arguments started
because of your cousin and my so called best mates interfering in our relationship
we tried to block them out
but it didn't work
things got worse and worse
even though we had loads of good times but by the end of the day we would end up in an argument
things got so bad we had to end it
i hated it
i started to slit my wrist
and write your name in my arm
we are good friends now
i would do anything to have you back and start fresh
you say you love me
but do you mean it
i love you from the bottom of my heart
every night i cry myself to sleep
thinking of you and the times we spent together
i get angry with myself because i cant get over you
I've had enough of all the pain
all i want is my boy back
i go over in my head how i can prove to you how much I'm in love with you
but theres nothing i can do
why did we have to meet
why did we have to start going out
I've never loved anyone like i love you
all my friends think its just a crush and ill get over you soon
but if it was a crush why do i cry every night
thinking of you
why am i wanting to kill myself
because i cant be with you
Ive had offers from my older brother to go live with him
i said no because you told me not to
why did i say no
i could get away from all this shit
but the truth is even if i did move away
i would end dead because i cant see you
and i wouldn't be able to hear your sweet voice
well i suppose I'm just going to live with this pain, the tears and the blood tripping of my arm .....

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