My So Called "Perfect" Family..

Times are really changing
And I cant seem to cope
With every passing day
The more I lose my hope

My brother is a dealer
And jail is up ahead
They put this pain on me
To where I wish that I was dead

My mom cant seem to walk
The pain is to severe
I try so hard to help her
But to my pleas no one can hear

My father is an addict
And to everyone I must lie
For if this news got out
Id be sure to die

And I am now a cutter
Who cant control her pain
I have come to realize
That theres nothing I can gain

This so called perfect family
That I always thought I had
Has crumbled into pieces
Which is truly very sad

I always grew up thinking
That this life was just for me
I cant hold things together
My flaws arent hard to see...

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