I know we've gone so long apart,
I know you feel better and it's a start,
You love another, let that be true,
And people expect me to face you.
You're amazing in every f.u c.k i.n g way,
And I didn't feel worthy of the love you did pay,
I didn't feel worthy because I was so cruel,
But never once did I use you as something of a tool.
I know that's my fault and for that forgive me,
But you are someone never again I will see,
If I do I'll only hurt you and I some more,
And I'm getting bored of feeling dizzy and falling to the floor.
I'm sick of screaming at myself each night,
Trying to say it'll all be alright,
Before I take 24 pills,
Thanks to my loss of will.
I'm now smoking because of my huge sin,
Something that has and always will win.
Because noone will ever see me for who I really am,
You didn't even try and f.u c.k i.n hell I loved you Sam.
