If I could turn back the hands of time...

I'm just so stupid,
Look at what I've done,
I never wanted to lose you,
You can't hear me because you're already gone.

I don't understand why you're mad,
I tried my best to help,
But now I hope you're glad,
I'll leave you alone by yourself.

I'm sure it's what you want,
At least it seems you do,
I've been crying for so long,
Because it's obvious I've lost you.

What am I going to do?
Without you by my side,
I just wish I could tell you,
How every night I cry.

I cry because I hear the harsh words people speak,
Yet face to face they're nice,
They make me feel weak,
That's when I begin to fall apart deep inside.

But you don't want to be friends anymore,
So I'll take it out on this knife,
You have the choice to walk out that door,
You can even walk out of my life.

I've always been told we all make mistakes,
And this was one of mine,
Inside I'm beginning to shake,
If I could only turn back the hands of time...