SORRY THIS IS A LONG POEM TOO, BUT PLEASE READ IT, IT'S REALLY DEEP.
My dad has these pills
That help to put him asleep
If I just take one of them
It'll knock me off my feet
So what's the harm to take just a few?
Will it make me druged up
Or turn very blue?
No one knows the outcome so I'll give it a try.
I go to the cabnet
And I find the bottle of pills
I open it up and take a handful
Man these pills were meant for the ill
I start popping down the pills
One after another
Until I take them all
No one is home they are all out with my mother
As time passes
I start to feel better and better
My worries are all gone
All my pain from their sorry asses
The pills really kick in now
As I'm starting to freak out
What have I done?
There is no turning back now
Is this what I wanted?
Was it the only way?
I just didn't want the pain anymore
The kind I had, day by day
No one seamed to care
They just hurt me more and more
How will they feel when I'm gone
Will they even be able to bare?
As my life passes by
I decide to write some letters
Telling everyone how I felt
And how they never tried to help
I tell them that I love them
And that I always have
But it seams they never loved me
So my absence wont make them sad
I'll write to all the people
Who have hurt me deep inside
Breaking my heart, lying, backstabbing, abd never being there
Oh, they never knew? For what I felt I would hide
It's starting to get darker
I hope I made the right choice
And that the people who hurt me
Will feel awful, knowing they caused this, but could've stopped it
Damn it! I took the long way out
I don't want to suffer any longer
Thinking of the bad
All it does is make me more mad
So I walk into the kitchen
And I pick the sharpest knife
Thinking of what I'll do
I'll set it right this time, and it'll all be through
I lay down on my bed
For that's where I want to die
And say a little prayer
I ask God why it had to be this way? And why couldn't some one have cared?
But he doesn't respond
I guess now no one really cares
For if they had they would have changed
And not keep hurting me inside
So as tears run down my face
I slowly cut deep into my wrists
I can't feel the pain anymore
My body has immune to it
The blood is pouring out
As I lay across the bed
And all of my pain
Is slowly slipping away.
I'm gone now
And they never know or even care
SORRY IT'S SOOOOO LONG BUT PLEASE COMMENT ON IT, THANKS A BUNCH!!!
