I Promised Forever...

2 years has past
Since we went our own way
But the memories still last
And replay in my head all day

Your soul-soothing voice...
I can hear in my sleep
And your love of choice
Is that you cared for me so deep

I remember the endless walks
You gave me so many butterflies
And our never-ending summer talks
Looking up to the nighttime skies

Through everything
I NEVER left you
I'd still do anything
And you know that is true

When you cried
Who was there?
The world suddenly died
And i was still there to care

When you were depressed
Who made you smile?
I shot right through your chest
To make your heart shine for a while

No matter what you decided to do
I was always there behind you
I'd do anything you wanted me to
This feeling... only you and me knew

I thought about you day and night
I dreamed of you every minute
SEEING YOU made everything alright
Because my life had you in it!

I'm a killer for your smile
So you continue to smile at me
I've been without you for a while
And i still can't think clearly

I think i know why
I still think about you
Our lives past by
You made me up, it's true

I lost apart of me
After words were spoken
Things happened quickly
And promises were broken

And I'm struggling now
Between drugs and cutting
And I'm trying to figure out how
But all the doors keep shutting

I don't understand
Why we aren't together...
Just let me hold your hand
And remind you, i promised forever