The thing that happened will it ruin my life forever or can i ever let it pass me and move on with my life.i don't want to be scared and confused for the rest of my life i just want to get over it and move on.even if hes all i ever think about even if he did take advantage of me.he's still in part of my heart and that is no lie,i know my dad would never understand how i feel now after i was rapped but part of me feels like it's my fault even thow it's not and the other half of still loves him in some way even thow he did this to me and his friend did it to my sister.sorry ur in jail but i can't change what u did to me.
