Pain of my heart

My heart pounding,
It eches,
It hurts,

My pain is unbearable,
Its a living hell,
Are you stabing me?
You might as well,

My heart is beating wildy,
It will not stop,
I gasp for air,
Then my lungs pause,

Choking,
Im being strangles,
I fall,
There is no getting up,

My heart beat stops,
Blank,
Dark,
Death,

They sufficate me,
They murder me,
How could this be?