Sinking to the bottom

Why is it that every day that i think of you i cant do much i sit and think and cry why is there all this pain in me i just want to escape i want things to be like they use to be i want to talk to you every day but i cant, only if we could find someway to do this only if we could be together again only if i could feel hole again Ive Ben single sense may 17th not all b/c you are the only one i truly want to be with and i think you complete me but your the only one that ever gave me that chance , but now I'm getting sicker and sicker and weaker and weaker b/c I'm losing my dream my true happy nice I'm losing everything she said she that she wanted to drown me in all the tiers Ive made her cry but i say go ahead you already have the Chan and brick around my neck and my love for you will never go away so i say go ahead you would be doing me a favor she put a spell on me with her love and it will never go away shes the last one i think about wile i shed my tire be for i goto sleep and the first one i think about when i wake up and want to role over and give you a hug so i wont fight it ill just let my self drowned in the pool of her beautiful eyes and put all theirs days of tiers and sadness and pain to the bottom of the pool